NINETH'S

Back for once.

2010-03-15T17:27:00.003+08:00

Finally gt to finish this show :)
Its my fav show for nw.
I think this show is nicer than Autumn's Concerto.
Ohgosh, i haven't finish my holiday hmwk D:
Nt in the mood to do it at all, stressed..
And yeah, i've been single for 7months after that guy that i've nvr forgotten.
Many doesn't know bout this ba, bt it doesn't matter.
End here, byebye :)

FT Island :D

2010-02-27T22:01:00.003+08:00

His cute! :D

Copied from JCandyheart

2010-01-23T16:00:00.003+08:00

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.
His name is Jin.
I always thought of him as a friend until last year,when we went to a trip from a club.
I found that I fell in love with him.
Before that trip was over,I took a step and confessed my love for him.
And soon, we became a pair of lovers,but we loved each other in different ways.
I always concentrated on him only,but by his side, there were so many other girls.
To me, he was the only one, but to him, maybe I was just another girl…
"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?" I asked.
"I can’t"
"Why? You need to study at home?"
I felt disappointment grabbing me.
"No… I am going to meet a friend…"
He was always like that.He met girls in front of me, like it was nothing.
To him, I was just a girlfriend.
The word ‘love’ only came out from my mouth.
Since I knew him,I had never heard him say ‘I love you’ before.
To us, there weren’t any anniversaries at all.
He didn’t say anything from the first day and it continued till 100 days…200days…
Everyday, before we say goodbye,he would just hand me a doll,everyday, without fail.
I don’t know why…
Then one day…
Me: "Um, Jin, I …"
Jin: "What…don’t drag, just say.."
Me: "I love you."Jin: "……you….um, just take this doll and go home.
"That was how he ignored my ‘three words’and handed me the doll.
Then he disappeared,like he was running away.
The dolls I received from him everyday, filled my room, one by one.
There were many…
Then one day came, my 15th year old birthday.
When I got up in the morning, I pictured a party with him,and stranded myself in my room,waiting for his call.
But…lunch passed,dinner passed…and soon the sky was dark…he still didn’t call.
It was already tiring to look at the phone anymore.
Then around 2am in the morning,he suddenly called me and woke me from my sleep.
He told me to come out of the house.
Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.
Me: "Jin…"
Jin: "Here…take this…"
Again, he handed me a little doll.
Me: "What’s this?"
Jin: "I didn’t give it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now.I’m going home now, bye." Me: "Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?"
Jin: "Today? Huh? "
I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.
He turned around and walked away like nothing had happen.
Then I shouted…"Wait…"
Jin: "You have something to say? "
Me: "Tell me, tell me you love me…"
Jin: "What?!"
Me: "Tell me!"
I put my pathetic self behind and clung on to him.
But he just said simple cold words and left.
"I don’t want to say…that I love someone so easily,if you are desperate to hear it,then find someone else."
That was what he said.
Then he ran off.
My legs felt numb…and I collapsed to the ground.
He didn’t want to say it easily…
How could he….I felt that…
Maybe he is not the right guy for me…
After that day,I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.
He didn’t call me, although I was waiting.
He just continued handing me a little doll every morning outside my house.
That’s how those dolls piled up in my room…everyday.
After a month,I got myself together and went to school.
But what made the pain resurface was that…I saw him on a street…with another girl…
He had a smile on his face,one that he never showed me…as he touched the doll…
I ran straight back home and looked at the dolls in my room,and tears fell…
Why did he gave these to me…
Those dolls are probably picked out by some other girls…
In a fit of anger,I threw the dolls around.
Then suddenly, the phone rang.
It was him.
He told me to come out to the bus stop outside my house.
I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus stop.
I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him, that… it’s going to end.
Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.
Jin: "Jo, I thought you were pissed, you really came?"
I couldn’t help hating him,acting like nothing had happen and joking around.
Soon, he held out the doll as usual…
Me: "I don’t need it. "
Jin: "What….why…"
I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on the road.
Me: "I don’t need this doll, I don’t need it anymore!!I don’t want to see a person like you again!"
I spitted out all the words that were inside me.
But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.
"I’m sorry" He apologized in a tiny voice.
He then walked over to the road to pick up the doll…
Me: "You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?!Just throw it away!!! "
But he ignored me and just went to pick the doll.
Then… Honk~ Honk~
With a loud honk,a big truck was heading towards him.
"Jin! Move! Move away!"I shouted…
But he didn’t hear me,he squatted down and picked up the doll.
"Jin, move!" HONK~!! "Boom!"
That sound, so terrifying.
That’s how he went away without even opening his eyes to say one word to me.
After that day, I had to go through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him…And after spending two months like a crazy person…I took out the dolls.
Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.
I remembered the days I spent with him and started to count the days…when we were in love…"One…two… three…"
That was how…I started to count the dolls…
"Four hundred and eighty four…four hundred and eighty five…"
It all ended with 485 dolls.
I then started to cry again, with a doll in my arms.
I hugged it tightly, then suddenly…"I love you~, I love you~"
I dropped the dolls,shocked.
"I….lo..ve…you??"I picked up the dolls and pressed its stomach.
"I love you~ I love you~"It can’t be!I pressed all the dolls’ stomach as it piled on the side.
"I love you~" "I love you~" "I love you~"
Those words came out non-stop.I…love you…
Why didn’t I realize that….
That his heart was always by my side,protecting me.
Why didn’t I realize that he love me this much…
I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it’s stomach,that was the last doll,the one that fell on the road.
It had his blood stain on it.
The voice came out,the on that I was missing so much…
"Jo…Do you know what today is?We’ve been loving each other for 486 days. Do you know what 486 is? I couldn’t say I love you….Um… since I was too shy…If you forgive me and take this doll,I will say that I love you… everyday… till I die…Jo… I love you…"
The tears came flowing out of me.
Why? Why?
I asked god,why do I only know about all this now?
He can’t be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute…
For that…and for that reason…to me…it became courage…to live a beautiful life….

1 last day.

2009-10-15T17:57:00.006+08:00

Second last paper tdy.
Was a total disaster fr my maths, cmi :x
Chem was the best paper I think I've done through out the year.
Tmrw is my last paper, poa paper2 (:
Will do my best fr it, since its the last paper of the year.
I think I've a high possibility to retain this year, shit!
Most of the papers were horrible to me, except fr chem.
Cause I was well prepared fr that?
Didn't rly study much this year,
The fact is I only studied whn test n exams are near.
Hopefully, if the teacher is kind, they'll let me be promoted.

Nw I'm at sist house, bt we just quarreled.
Cause of some stupid stuff that is totally unbelievable if i say it out.
So forget bout it, LET BYGONES BE BYGONES.
She just came into the room shall edit ltr if I've the time.
I'm off ^^

Edited :
Many things are unpreditable right?
Bt i rly hope sist cn overcome him faster.
Also if sist rly still likes him, just tell me.
Loving someone is nt your fault la, just learn hw to think ba (:
If he belongs to you, he'll come back to you no matter what happen in the future.
You always like to say "Let nature take its flow." right?
So go on with your principle.
Just come to me if you've things you want to sort out.
I'll be here always,
Its just whether you want to come to me or nt :D

I'll always be here,

its just whether you want to come back.

A single lifestyle.

2009-10-12T22:47:00.003+08:00

Today :

Long time since i post huh?
I'm currently at yl house, using HER comp..
Sadded, nt my comp ):
Btw I'm back just to post something I always wanted to say it out.
...it's bout my single life!!

Ya, I'm back to single,
bt I think that theres good n bad points bout it.
Since he dun like me, just let him leave right?
If I tie him to myself I'll just make the both of us suffer at the end.
Nvm, since its over I'll just let it be.
I still have a stupid doggy that just gt into my life :x
Doggy promise to wait fr me de, dun knw whether true or nt leh.
Aiya, even though he dun want to wait we also cn be friends de!! :D
I knw stupid doggy will sure agree with me de.

Being single gives me freedom,
Bt i loss someone that always share all my emotions with me.
Being single also gives me a smile on my face,
Bt at the moment that he left theres only tears.
Tears are shed, bt whats left is a smile on my face.
Aft all that happen, I've learnt my lesson.
Nw I've gt a new life, a life without him.
I've grown up without him all the way to my 15th,
N nw that his nt by my side, I'll still continue walking forward.

Baby, you're gone.

2009-08-10T15:57:00.005+08:00

Stayed at home today):
B.o.r.e.d!! And i miss baby!! D: i'm so use to seeing him everyday, bt i'm now at home waiting for him to wake up from his deep slp. Chat with bren, bren & lastly bren! See the bananas that he send me, so wrong right? O.o dancedancedance!! Melovemytenderheartbear♥
Baby just woke up and text me, makes me even more hyper now! Woots! Change of blogskin again, now its pink and those who know me..ILOVEPINK! Maybe will post later if i have the time, BYE!
Baby, melovedieyou!♥

I'm sick D:

2009-08-07T23:08:00.004+08:00

Get out of bed early in the morning and went to schl. The celebration was nothing? O.o just watched the parade then went back to class to slack till 11. Talked to cheryl.w and she disiao baby ^^ he told baby that i wna break up with him then he panicked and called me. Sorry baby, was just jk nia. After schl went to ylbloodbond's house and went to kovan meet up with baby, jz & ben. We waited for jcandyheart, bt in the end she didn't come D: imy.

Bused to hq with baby & jz to collect baby's uni, then saw his cute pic when he was young. He was damn cute lor! Didn't know that he was that cute. Slept while waiting for baby cause was too tired & i'm sneezing like crazy? Bused to hougang and change to 89. Slept throughout the journey. Reached ehub and went to watch movie. G.I Joe!

I thought that show is nc16, bt in the end its not =.= didn't really concentrate on the movie cause was sneezing and very sleepy.. bt after all the movie was not bad at all. I like the effects of the show, soooo cool. If there's really such things in the world then earth will be doomed. After the show, walked to house nearby the coffeeshop to eat. Ate chicken rice with baby. Yum yum~ ^^ went home after eating cause a lot of ppl was there then baby can't pei me. Nvrmind, sms lor :D going off to bed now cause going to baby's house tml.

You gave me the power to love.

2009-08-06T23:53:00.004+08:00

Gave schl a miss today, bt will be going to schl tml cause i want to go play play play! ;D celebration tml, should be fun right? Hope so. Woke up around 10 plus and started sms sms sms-ing with ylbloodbond. Went to meet her at skcc polyclinic cause she is sick D: sist get well soon yeah? ^^

Baby, jz, brian & ben came after that. We went to mac cause baby want to eat, he can't get hungry cause his my piggyhusband :D i promised to feed him well. And vincent came after that to 'settle' his scores with ylbloodbond and bren. Somehow i just laughed all the way cause i find him quite childish, bt it doesn't concern me so..nvrmind. Met brother then went to skcc with them. See them play bball then went off at 7 to go see doctor. I really got sore throat lor, tmd. Then got stomachache on the way home, pain!! Baby text me to ask whether i'm okay eventhough he's just beside me. Bt i felt better cause baby was with me ^^ bused home and i'm here blogging. So yeah, thats all for today, byebye!

Baby, rmb the promise we made on that piece of paper.

Sudden urge.

2009-08-03T01:43:00.002+08:00

Opps! D:
Sudden urge of posting. I've been out this few days, and guess bren missed me? He's been telling me that i didn't care for him and nvr reply his msg. Sorry la, don't angry alrights? ;D today went to east coast park with ylbloodbond and her family, it was relaxing cause of the breeze there. Its quite dirty there so i don't really like walking around, bt overall its quite cool. The sad thing is that baby's not there:( baby went for interview so he can't go with us. Nowadays baby become so sweet:) he pei me to anywhere i want him to go. I just can't think bout how my life is going to go on without him, bt ylbloodbond's sist say that we can last long. Hope that what she say is true bah.

After that ylbloodbond's dad fetched us to hgm. Went there to meet baby then pei him, jz, ben, bs & jc go eat. After eating bused home to eat with mummy and baby pei me also cause i wanted him to :/ he straight away say okay when i asked him to pei me, so sweet yeah? Tml going see doc cause of my rashes, its damn disgusting.. i ask baby to pei me then he say okay ^^ haha, i really found someone that loves me for who i am:) don't be jealous okay? Gtg slp ler, byebye!

I just simply love you.

2009-08-03T01:10:00.006+08:00

Boohoo! ;D
I'm lazy to talk bout what happen since i forgot bout everything.
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Baby i think you'll sure like it :D

2009-07-31T00:13:00.004+08:00

Rawrs! :D
Today is posting baby's pictures time. Its a bit blur anyway. Have been going home late recently, and mummy is starting to nag again. Sorry mummy, i'm with my precious baby ^^ went to airport to meet baby, jz, brian & ben. Baby disiao me as usual, bt i know he cares. And yeah, i'm tired of blogging cause i'm very tired. Ran 5rounds for NAFA test, and nearly needa run 1 & a half more rounds. Now my leg muscle hurts! D: going off to bed now, byebi! ;D

Rejoice.

2009-07-29T00:20:00.004+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DNV!

Some pictures took ytd.
Pon schl again, cause overslept :/ didn't slp much eventhough was at home. Went to cp at 4 to meet up with jz, bren & babylover. Charmaine came over with vincent, they met up secretly without anybody knowing. She left after awhile. Sat at mac eat then went to skcc again. Watched them play bball, and baby came over. Yeah, baby was damn shuai when he play bball. He's getting more & more shuai, haha. Bused to tamp to check how much was it to repair ylbabylover hp. Walked around tamp then went to mac. Baby bought coke and 'forced' me to drink. Bused home with baby after that.

Stayed at my house downstairs for bout 1hr 30min, then baby went to my house to pee again. At last i huged baby. This time i really hug him tight, haha. I also held him tight on the bus when he was sending me home. He even ask me why i hold him so tight. And yeah, bren is emoing all the way when he was with us. Stop emoing akl, not good for health yeah :D have to go to slp alrd or i'll overslp again. Byebye!

I'm honored that baby love me for so long, cause he gets sian with his ex(s) after 1month.

Love is hard to maintain.

2009-07-27T20:58:00.005+08:00

Important!
- Idk what happen? I don't want to quarrel with you, bt i end up saying all my thoughts out and we start to quarrel. I really don't know how to maintain a relationship anymore. Do you really love me i still can't feel it actually. I don't want to quarrel any further, i'm tired. I know you're tired of it and you also want to last with me, i share the same thoughts as you. Pls, i really want to stop all these. I don't want to end to be i'm the one who get my feelings fade away. I'm stubborn i've to admit, bt i don't think i know everything bout you. I even think that you know more bout me than i know you. I should say i'll persevere cause until now i still love you. I've cried again today and i don't want the 3rd time when i cry i hurts. It's like a knife pierced into my heart. Do you feel it? I really wonder..

Because you live.

2009-07-26T22:38:00.004+08:00

Had fun fun fun today! :D went to sentosa with baby, babylover, bren, jz, ben, brian & bs. Many many ppl right? :/ we played with water & sand, nice combi. It was damn fun bt i kanna sun burn D: pain! Baby also got sun burn, hahaha. I feel so warm all over and i even get cold easily. We buried baby & jz with sand, will be posting the pictures another time. I'm too lazy to upload :x tml alrights? Bused back to cp. The journey was damn long, my backbone couldn't take it and it hurts. Slept on the bus, woke up too early in the morning.

Reached cp and they went to skcc to play bball. They're like robots, they're like not tired at all :x Chat with yilin bout lots of things, somehow like gossip la. Can't blame mah, girls are like that. And she was talking bout that incident that she fell, and i didn't text her. She cried while saying? I'm sorry babylover, i know i'm wrong. I'll not do that to you anymore, don't worry okay? Yeah, had fun with baby this 2days, hope this will last forver. I don't want to celebrate my national day alone, i want you to be there ^^ and yeah! A very very important thing. Baby ate dinner with me & mummy today :D baby was so shy, bt after awhile his craziness came back, that was when he's cute.

Hmm.. baby walked home with us then he went home. After that broke up thing that day i think i really showed my care to him. I'm no longer that shy cause i really love baby and i don't want him to say that he want to leave me anymore. I really wish that's the last time he's going to say that. That shall be my wish on national day :D heehee. Going to bathe now, feel so dirty all over. Byebye!

Reminisce.

2009-07-25T23:46:00.001+08:00

Edited.
Didn't go over to baby's cause we woke up way too late, so met up at cp. Wait for babylover to come over cause she want to meet that somebody :/ saw her somebody and we left for baby friend's house. Walked to his friend's house. Super uber bored there as idk them at all D: i think i only saw them for a few times bt didn't talk. Texted babylover throughout, prepaid low now. Oh dear.. how am i gonna contact baby when i have no more prepaid. Nvrmind,chat on msn bah. Baby will understand ^^

Homed bout 9? Baby brought me home this time. Aww~ how sweet. And guess what happen?! My daddy saw us downstairs my house, lucky he didn't say anything. He laughed instead. Lol. Cute yeah? Jealous that i've a daddy that's so cute sometimes? And now i'm super bored!! Arghhhhh!!!!! D: nothing to blog alrd, i'm off. Byebye.

Tag replied.

2009-07-24T23:48:00.003+08:00

Benben: Boo!! :D
Vincent: Linked. Lol.
BC: Hahaha. Baby i'm alrights la.
Brendon: Haha. KokBin is cambridge marker siah :/ her head is there?
XT: Hahaha. You crazy? Just dance~~ :D

It happen again.

2009-07-24T23:29:00.002+08:00

Hellos!
I totally agree that blogging is a good way to pour all your feelings out. I'm totally had a horrible day today. I'll nvr want to remember this day. Really had a bad quarrel with baby D: he ask to break up cause he thinks that i don't care bout him. Baby, i care for real. He told me that he don't feel that i'm his girlfr so he had no choice bt to break with me. When he said that i really got sooooo shocked that i cried.. now i know i really am deeply in love with him. Later he said he wanted to give me a chance bt i got it wrong and thought he's doing it just cause he sympathy me. When i reached home, cried in the toilet cause i don't want my mother to see. Talked to baby on msn and at last i know that i misunderstood everything.

He gave me this chance and i'm gonna cherish it definitely. Baby you said that you can't feel that i care, so now wherever you want me to go, i'll go. I'll follow you everywhere you go, bt don't leave me behind like a lost child. I need your care, i'm just like a baby that really needs attention and care. Baby iloveyou, i really do. And remember that you promised not to leave me, so keep your promise.

Will this last?

2009-07-23T23:56:00.003+08:00

1 month 2 weeks

Back here posting :D
Saying that i want to do my maths hmwk, bt i didn't in the end :/ have to chiong in schl tml. Nvrmind, i always do that anw. Use to it alrd. I like that picture soooo sooo much ;D took it at far eat plaza toilet. Nice right? Want to post cause of a phrase that i learnt the day before in english lesson.

" Marriage is like a rose embedded in thorns"
By: Kok Bin's group.

Cut.

2009-07-23T18:42:00.005+08:00

Boohoo peeps {!}

Didn't go to schl today cause i'm tired. I can't open my eyes when my mum woke me up. Changed my blogskin :D watched 'Miss no good' just now. Cried throughout the show. It's so touching.When i watch it i will cry without fail. Didn't meet baby today D: lazy to go out also :/ and when i was trying to cut something, i cut my finger D: *ouch* it hurts. Will post again later, i've more to say. Going to do my maths hmwk. Byebye!

XXX:

Didn't think that you will do this? Is this how you treat all your friends? Now i understand why ppl don't like you? There's really some prob with your attitude. If you want to ask me back for the money, ask if i can return first? You just text me saying: " Bring my 14bucks tml and pass to jeslyn. Reply asap. " Lol? Isn't this demanding somehow? You know i have financial prob? Now you're asking me like as if i'm a bank? You even ask me to ask my mum. Wtf? You think my mum is my bank?

我爱文川!

2009-07-21T22:21:00.004+08:00

Hi peeps {!}
I'm super uber hyper, after i made up with baby. Quarreled with him for 2days, and it was bad D: met him today then after awhile he left. Idk what got into me o ask for break.. peeps who're reading must be thinking that i'm mad. Having such a caring baby is just my luck. Fairy godmama grant my little wish. I'm sorry baby, i really promise i won't ask that qn again.

Went to schl as usual today. Schl was bored and today was damn warm. No aircon in schl just make me so moody. I just got fedup with my geog teacher and told him off :/ slept in physics class, and we're gonna have test tml? I'm soooo gonna fail. I don't understand the chapter at all. I've to understand the chapter by tml. Had chem test today, another test that i'm sure gonna fail. I didn't memorise the formula so there goes my marks. Other lessons were totally bored and unbearable. I'm just so restless cause i quarreled with baby. I totally had no mood. And there goes my schl today.

After schl stayed at 3a classroom to help bren do dnt. He must definitely thank me. Went to cp at bout 4 plus? Met din, jz & janessa. Jz went off after awhile cause he got bored. Baby came at 5 plus going 6. Went to popular to buy his pen then went home. Tml going to have eclipse. What if something bad happen? I'll regret my whole life for not spending more time with baby. Oh pls..let me live longer, i want to spend my national day with baby. It's our second month on national day, so cool right? ^^i want to watch fireworks with baby :D off to chat with baby, byebye!

Shall we just let each other think over our relationship?

2009-07-20T23:58:00.003+08:00

Huuhuu peeps {!}
Met janessa at bout 4 plus. Went to 260 the bball court cause baby was there. Janessa just broke up D: i pity her cause she gave her all to the relationship and this is what she got. I think i will end up like her soon.. i don't have the mood to blog right now, my mind is in a mess. So byebye..

Baby:
Idk whats wrong with everything now. I just feel that you still like her.. i think we should give each other some time to think over? I think you wouldn't want me.. maybe i should just get over it and forget you? Idk.. give me some advice? I don't get you. You nvr tell me how you really feel. Are you hurt too deeply by your ex or what? I really don't understand you. I still love you baby D:

You're the reason for my tears.

2009-07-20T00:20:00.003+08:00

Boohoo peeps!
Today went to vivo, many things happen. Unluckily baby was angry when i say i wanted the ichigo cigg. I just wanted the smell.. dnv told him that i want to smoke then he was angry D: i was damn pissed off with dnv. I can't take it when baby treat me like that, i don't like it. Lucky he nvr angry for the whole day like last time. He bought sweets then inside have my fav - heart shape sweet ;D my baby is soooo sweet right? Jealous? So sad, his mine :/ after that went to some place to sit down & see jz & baby do craps. They like small children lor, sibei cute. After that saw someone like yilin ex..johnathan up at the sky park. Yilin went up to confront him bout some things.

Things got worst & jz they all are involved. Jz they all made the whole thing become like a comedy. Its not like their quarrelling at all. I felt so secure with them, they were like there to protect girls. Gentlemen~ baby made me feel so secure. Its like his my superman! :D after all the probs, we went home. Lie on baby's shoulder for the whole journey cause i'm tired x.x Sorry baby, i think i made your shoulder pain. Went to kfc to eat with bren then we chat bout some stuff. Had been close to bren these days, wish it'll last. Went home myself and here i am blogging. Off to chat with baby on msn ler, byebye!

It's hard to let you go.

2009-07-19T00:09:00.002+08:00

Hoohoo!
Internet is lagging D: arghhhh!
Rot at home today, didn't go out.
Will being going out with baby, bren, dnv & yilin tml.
Going to vivo bah.
Its been so long since i've been there.
Use to go there often, bt not now.
Have some bad memories there that i don't want to recall..
It sucks recalling all this craps, make my life so miserable.
And i'm bored listening to all those songs that i'm listening.
New songs wanted! :/
Stopped at episode 63 for KHR - due to my internet.
The battle is ever lasting, it won't end.
Maybe its too draggy, bt not bad ;D

♥ Bc:
Baby, we have been talking lesser this few days.
Bt i know that you're busy and your bill burst, so i understand.
Your 1month curse..its gone i think.
I want to last with you, its hard for me to let go alrd.
Just stay with me as long as we can go alrights?
Baby, ily! ;D

Boohoo!

2009-07-17T23:50:00.002+08:00

Boohoo! I'm back! ;D
Did anyone miss me? :/ bhb..
I suddenly wants to post so i am peeps.

Talk bout today?
Went to schl as usual & i was super hardworking this few days.
I just want to study hard and let my teacher know that i can do it.
LOL! And.. i want ice cream hp! Arghhhh!
Ppl using ice cream hp - i'm jealous D:
I need money right now!
Today was fun. Had cashbook test again.
Bt this time was better cause i know what to do.
Ss was just doing structure essay and i need to rewrite cause i wrote something wrong.
Why didn't ms farah tell me when she check for the first time? D:
Nvrmind, i'll just write.. treat it as a training for my fingers.
Maths was funny as usual due to mr ong. He's cute :D
Chinese was bored and i fell aslp. Mdm chen hit the table and i chuatio.
She always hit my table and it'll make me jump up.
English was damn fun! Mrs haffidz was cute.
She read the compo that each group present and she made it super uber funny.
I enjoyed her class sometimes cause its quite fun.

After schl went to dnv's house to wait for bren to bathe.
Needa go tamp to meet baby.
Went home to bathe after bren met up with us.
He went to my house again..and my father was at home..surprisingly~
Went to tamp at bout 5.30 and reach at bout 6 bah.
Baby was done playing bball at 7 plus, so he came to meet me after that.
Jz, Brian & ben came along.
Jz was damn disiao as usual, he nvr change.
He keep looking at girls at the kopitiam =.=
After they eat, we went to the open plaza.
Jz started to call my name damn loudly even i was standing infront of him.
Baby also did the same..
They just like twins lor, cute seh ^^
At bout 9 plus baby went home cause they're going to his house.
And baby stop saying sorry okay?
Went home at bout 10? And bren sent me home :D
Hahaha, i somehow made him do that.

And now bren told me that he bought me on ffs..
Damn him, just cause i nvr play so i'm sold cheap.
Such a cheapo bren! ;D
Going off to eat my curry now, byebye!

Rot & rot

2009-07-12T03:00:00.002+08:00

Hi peeps {!}
Been lazy to blog :/
Sorry readers for not letting you know whats been happening.
Been playing audi, level6 now? Lols.
Still noob la!
Now msg-ing baby.
Aww.. his asking me to slp la, maybe should slp soon.
Bye peeps :D

It's hard to mend.

2009-07-05T02:18:00.002+08:00

Hellos peeps{!}
Didn't get to go out today cause some things happen D:
Akls quarreled. And i should say is me quarrel with them.
Hais.. at first i thought things can't be mend, bt things are better now.
Bt idk what is with me seriously.
I cut myself today just cause of brendon!
I thought he would feel better, bt he say he's not.
And when i say sorry, he said he cried more.

Don't waste your tears on me, its worthless.
I'm not worthy for ppl to cry for me, its a waste of your time.
At the end, things turn out well for me & brendon, lucky :D
I don't wna end my friendship which such a good friend alrights?

Idk how will me & jw's friendship turn out to be alrd, will it get worst?
I really don't know.
She's weird today, totally..
I just don't know what got into me and i just quarreled with her.
Will history happen again? I hope not.
I seriously hope that it won't.

I think i'm done saying all this, going off to talk to bren.

Remedy of love.

2009-07-03T18:42:00.002+08:00

Hellos{!}
I'm currently at the airport now.
The comp is going to log off soon and i'm still here blogging :D
I just get to know a new friend, JanessaTanYanJun xDD
She's cute cute cute! My type of friend :/
Will edit when i go home, BYE!

I'm still counting down.

2009-07-02T19:28:00.003+08:00

Yo peeps{!}
Schl was damn exciting today cause sudrano is back! :D
His the motivation for me to go to schl.
Oh yeah, welcome back! ^^
First period was POA, boring o.o
I was lazy to take my worksheet so i ask dnv to help me.
Stupid dog ask me to go take myself then have to make me walk.
Damn her! ..
Pe was next and lots of ppl gathered to chat.
XiuYun & me sang a bday song for cheryl.w ;D
Hope you like it.

After recess it was chinese then english.
English lesson was a disaster! Almost everybody nvr complete their hmwk, so we were given demerit points D:
I got 26 demerit & when it reaches 35 i'm gonna have a suspension :/
Lucky mrs haffidz gave us a last chance to finish it up and pass up tml.
Still i'm lazy to do it.. i'll try my best though.
After that was subj that is not very interesting, so i can't be bothered to talk bout it.

Went to xt house after schl and played the audi tutorial for beginners :x
It was damn funny cause i was criticising the char dancing.
Sacarstic me. And guess what?
When we were leaving to go whitesand, we saw this girl on the bus with a name tag 'Sparstic Chicken' hahaha!
Whats that for? Rofl.
Told bren bout it and he was like 'wtf..' same reaction.
Played mafia wars just now on facebook.
Its damn lame, bt its damn fun when you're bored.
Having said that i wna tell jw this..

Candylover, you may think that we drift apart,
Bt i won't let our friendship drift any further, so tell me more and i will be able to understand you.
Talk to me bout your all and i'll be your listening ear.
I can't promise that i'll be the best listening ear, bt i'll try.
I'll always be there for you when you need me alrights? :D

3 more days.

2009-07-02T01:10:00.003+08:00

Hellos! Not been posting recently.
I'm chiong-ing my english hmwk right now :/
And i seriously think that i can't finish it.
Why must mrs haffidz come back tml? D:
She's so gonna kill me if i don't finish my hmwk.
I don't even think i can finish even if i don't slp.
Btw did my posting manner change? Idk.
Jw say that it changed, so isit a good or bad change?
I have the power inside me to finish my hmwk by tonight.
Even if i don't have the power i still have to do it :x
I'm going to continue chiong-ing ler, BYE! :D

Declaration

2009-06-28T22:29:00.003+08:00

Hellos peeps {!}
I just heard that hai sing catholic & 1 schl don't needa go schl.
I also don't wna go schl also!
Bt of caourse i also don't wna get swine flu la.
I don't wna die yet!
Won't be able to meet baby again tml D:
Hais.. i really miss him badly!
Argh!!!!!!!!!!
He just told me that he's gonna work for 1week?!
So i can't see him for 1week.
I will miss die him!
Forget it, i don't feel like posting alrd, bye.

2009-06-28T06:41:00.003+08:00

Tired right now, arghzxzxzxzx!
Bt i'm still here blogging :D just edit my damn blogskin and its getting on my nerves!
There's something wrong with the damn code and i can't find the mistake.
Nvrmind, its all done now thanks to cheryl.c ;D
She gave me her code and i replace it.
Now i have a nice blog again :/ bhb level up! ~~
Gtg go slp alrd before my daddy come in to my room and scream at me, BYE!(:
Will post bout what happen ytd, later after my beauty slp.

Irrevocable.

2009-06-27T00:24:00.008+08:00

Hellos earthlings {!}
Today i went out to do my holiday hmwk again D:
Hmwk is still not done :/
I have to get it done by tml.
Going out to do my hmwk again.
We met at 2?
Went to dnv house downstairs to do hmwk cause he can't go too far.
He says that he got swine flu. H1N1 :/ Dangerous!
After doing hmwk till 5 plus, we went to dnv house.
Its the first time i went to his house.
I went cause i wna use his comp to plurk and show bren some stuff.

Baby came to the bball court there to play bball.
Akls & me went to the 口福 there to eat and baby called to ask where am i.
I lied to him cause i don't want him to see my ugly eating manner.
And i lied horribly, so he saw through it.
He came to

口福 to look for me cause he knows that i'm there.
He got damn angry when he knew that i really lied to him, and he was damn sad.
Akls say i damn bad cause i'm still laughing away when he is so sad.
I know i'm cruel, bt i can't show it out cause its embarrassing.
I'm so sorry that i'm too shy la, ppl who knows me well will know.
Idk why i'm like that, i'm not trying to act shy, bt its just me.
Its hard for me to change so suddenly, very hard..
Sorry baby once again D:
You're always the one that gives in to me yet i don't cherish it.
Suck me! I'm not worthy of you to treat me so well. Damn me!
Baby, give me some time to overcome the shyness in me okay?
I'll try my best to do it ;D

We went to the playground near the bball court to slack.
We chat bout lots of things, including gossiping :/
We always gossip when we're together.
There's lots of children there & i got scolded by a small boy for talking o.o
Fook him! Who he think he is siah?! Then bren scolded him cause he scolded me twice.
And guess what? I took a picture with dnv!
Went home at 10, and made baby angry for the second time.
He wanted to go to the toilet and i walked another direction.
And i made him walk to cp to pee.

Baby sent me home to eventhough he's angry.
We didn't talk throughout the whole journey and i nearly cried :x
After we got down the bus, he held my hand and explain to me everything.
So sweet of him to explain, i don't think anyone would bother to explain.
And the most important thing is he said that he 越来越爱我了 :D
Omfg! I made him angry and he said that to me.
Love you baby!
Its just so sweet to have you around.
Have to go bathe alrd, BYE! :D

Paranoid.

2009-06-26T00:06:00.005+08:00

Hellos earthlings {!}
At last i know how to make this blogskin :/
I spend almost a few hours to get this done, and i don't have the time to watch my hitman reborn.
Today baby came to 'visit' me.
He curled up into a worm with my blanket on my bed. Cute eh(:
Chat with xt, and she told me something that freaks me out totally.
She say that she went to her friend's house and her friend started to watch porn & masturbate right infront of her. Omfg! o.o

Okay, and i'm kinda wanting to do something right now, bt i don't think its a wise choice.
Baby, is the feeling fading? I can somehow feel it.
You seem to be so cold towards me.
Am i thinking too much? Idk.
I wish i was.
Isit gonna end alrd?
I think its my fault, i've been thinking way too much.
Sorry baby, if you're reading this forgive me.

I'm going to meet bren & co to do hmwk tml.
Gotta finish everything tml or i'll have to rush and i hate rushing.
Is jw going tml? I've got lots to say to her.
I called her and she's not at home. Where's she?
Going to plurk now, BYE! :D

Holiday hmwk!

2009-06-25T02:28:00.012+08:00

Hellos earthlings {!}
I've been at home for the whole day D:
Ppl are out shopping & i'm stucked at home doing my holiday hmwk.
Bt at least i done my chem & geog hmwk. Some are half done :/
I'm gonna start doing my ss hmwk tml.
Baby's coming over to 'visit' me tml.
And i'm thinking whether to open the door for him :/
We're gonna meet at 1, bt i'm still not sleeping. Opps o.o
And i'm wondering whos that passerby thats so lame to tag me to say that i step cute.
Lols! Dumb ppl do dumb stuffs.
When you wna spam put your name eventhough you're a passerby.
Btw fook off! :D
Will be posting more pictures tml as i've not edited the pictures.
I've been watching hitman reborn :x I watched till episode 20 alrd, 10 episode per day.
And MUKURO ROKUDO is my current addiction! :DDDDD

Birthday Boy.

2009-06-24T01:08:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Brendon!

Today is his bday! :D

Enjoy your day doing holiday hmwk with me right?

Being with me is so damn cool!

I make you laugh neh.

Lots of things happen this few days, bt i'm lazy to blog now.

Tml i'll do it cause i want to go watch my anime :/

Bye then!

Posting pictures tml too(:

2009-06-21T15:05:00.005+08:00

Hellos {!}
I just woke up and i'm here blogging alrd.
Going to aunt's house later to celebrate father's day.
Bt i didn't even have the money to buy anything for my daddy :/
Nvrmind, he also nvr buy anything for me on my bday):
I slept at 6.30am ytd?
That was the first time i slept at such a timing.
Noob right? :D
I don't want all my 黑眼圈 & pimple to come out D:
I alrd had enough of the pimper i have on my forehead.
It hurts!
Have to go bathe now, BYE!

2009-06-20T22:47:00.003+08:00

Hellos ;D
Baby called to wake me up today, around 1.30?
We were supposed to meet at 1, bt we overslept cause we chat for too long last night.
He wake me up and i went back to sleep again :/
Sorry Baby i kept you waiting for me again.
I'm always late D:
Will not be able to meet Baby for 3 days?!
Omfg! D:
I'm sure gonna miss him!
Must miss me too okay? :D
Going to watch my stuffs, BYE!(:

2009-06-19T21:10:00.002+08:00

Hello {!}
Was sneezing the whole day and didn't go out D:
Baby ask me to rest and not to use the comp, bt i'm here blogging :/
Opps! Baby is gonna scold if he knows that i'm still using the comp.
I drank lots of water and even took medicine, bt it didn't work.
I'm still sneezing like crazy now):
Was suppose to go to bugis with jw today, bt sorry i'm too sick to get out of my house.
I'll help you plurk alrights? :D
Boring day, thinking of what is Baby doing?
Is he missing me? :/
I bet that his not.
Tml i'm gonna meet Baby alrd!
Yay!! Have to meet him tml cause i'm not able to meet him for 2days D:
I'm sure gonna miss you!
Have to go bathe now, BYE.

2009-06-19T00:31:00.010+08:00

Pictures are edited & uploaded ;D
Went to watch "Drag me to Hell" today.
We went to ehub to watch, and guess what?
I saw hongwei in the same theatre :/
That show was sooooooo scary!
Lots of ppl scream in the theatre including all my akls.
Bt i didn't scream cause i covered my ears throughout the whole movie :/
Haha! I think i was wasting my money la, bt i understood the movie cause the sound is damn loud!
Its damn gross when the old lady spit out all the worms & green sticky things.
Ewww~{!}
Went to just acia before going to the movie.
Saw the pictures right?
Those are their food and i just took their food to eat :x
Yum yum~?
Went to the arcade with akls, as usual they played and i looked.
After that went to sengkang to find Baby!
Baby 骗我 again! And his too tall! D:
Talking to Baby now on the phone and he keep saying that 他喜欢我! :/
❥我也喜欢你{!}

2009-06-18T00:51:00.002+08:00

Bc: ilyt ;D
♥ Ayume: Lols?
♥ Ayume: Of course nice la, its me who put it on my blog :/
♥ Ayume: That idiot guy that i called to "confess" to on my bday.
Zetty: Thanks! Linked you up too :D
Yoshiru: Lols! Tagged alrd x.x
Tricia: Thanks! Linked you up too! ;D

Its too late to apologise

2009-06-17T20:04:00.003+08:00

Happy belated birthday to Jz {!}

Sorry, I totally forgot bout it ytd :/
Wish that you had a happy birthday.

Bc came to my house to fetch me ytd(:
Went to the chalet again :x
Was damn bored there, cause Bc was busy bbq-ing for his friends D:
He so 可怜, cause he stood there and bbq for hours!
Sorry i didn't help you):
Lousy me.
Even though i'm such a horrible girlfr, you still cared a lot for me,
Love you soooooo much! :D
Just sat there for the whole day, and time was wasted..
Home sweet home at 10?
Bc 骗我!!
He will know what i'm talking bout.
Crap him!
Don't you ever dare do that again or i'll kill you!
Opps, mum is back got to go eat ler.
BYE {!}

I'm in love! ;D

2009-06-15T23:58:00.003+08:00

Lollipop phone!
Isn't it cute? :/
Heard that the led is full screen der.
OMFG!
And the themes included inside is also damn cute!
Everything is cute {!}
Fiona & me is soooo gonna buy it.

Today woke up at 12.30pm.
Went to ehub at 4?
Went to look for Zoe! (:
Bc came to look for me at ehub,
Then we talk a lot before going the chalet.
I nearly quarrelled with him):
I don't want to quarrel with him!
It makes me sad):
After all those chatting,
I finally went to the chalet ^^
Bc must be damn happy~! :/
Tml will be going to the chalet again!
Can see Bc i anything also can der :x

Get a life!

2009-06-15T02:37:00.003+08:00

Don't link me if you don't want to,
Why make it so awkward?
Link me,
Bt put my name as 'Joey is ugly'?
Why get so affected by what i did on my bday?
That was just a game? O.o
Have you not played true or dare before?
Lols! :/
You're being so lame to do this.

Lollipop! {Part 2}

2009-06-14T23:39:00.003+08:00

Continue..
Bout 9 plus i go home,
Bt i reach home at 11.
Wth~!
Lucky my mum didn't scold me :/
If she did she will not let me out again.
Something happen between 9-11..
Shyt! :x
You won't want me to describe it {!}
Its frightening.
*Scares*
Tml (150609)
Going for chalet! :D
Bt will be going around 2 or 3.

Don't wna go so early :/

Don't miss me too much hor?
I also miss you! :D
Forever may be just a fairytale,
Bt i hope ours is not (:

Lollipop!

2009-06-14T17:36:00.003+08:00

Hellos{!}
Was lazy to post for the past few days.
Yesterday went out with JingWen, Brendon & Donovan.
And to my surprise..
WINONA came!
Bc came to meet me also, and he took the same bus as akls.
We went to eat Superdog!
Me love their fries, yum yum~ :/
After eating,
We went to the arcade.
They play play play..
Then after that i went bbq at pasir ris park with bc ^^
Actually didn't want to go der,
Bt i still go cause of..
I'll post more later :D
Stay tune(!)

Quiz time again! :D

2009-06-11T00:18:00.005+08:00

Tagged by Cheryl.C. Th 100 questions quiz(!) :D

1.Real name : Joey :D
2.Nickname : Yuriko.
3.Star sign : Gemini
4.Male or female : Female.
5.Primary school : CoralPri.
6.Secondary school : PunggolSec.
7.JC/POLY : Not that fast.
8.Hair color : Brown-black :)
9.Long or short : Long.
10.Loud or Quiet : Loud?
11.Sweats or Jeans : ??
12.Phone or camera : Camera phone :/
13.Health freak : Nope.
14.Drink or smoke : None?
15.Do you have a crush on someone : Not crush, bt love ^^
16.Eat or drink : Drink.
17.Piercings : Zero~
18.Tattoos : Nope, and nvr!

Have you ever :

19.Been in an airplane : Once, on a schl trip.
20.Been in a relationship: Yes, right now.
21.Been in a car accident : Don't curse me! *stares*
22.Been in a fist fight : Nope.

Firsts:

23.First piercing : I don't have any.
24.First best friend : Hmmm.. i don't want to say it out o.o
25.First award : I can't recall.
26.First Crush : Idk.
27.First Vacation : Somewhere in malaysia?

Lasts :

28.Last person you talked to : Brendon!
29.Last person you texted to : Bc♥
30.Last person(s) you watched a movie with: That was long time ago, i can't remember.
32.Last food you ate : I didn't really eat for quite a number of days.
33.Last movie you watched : The knowing, that was months ago?
34.Last song you listened to : 决定爱你
35.Last thing you bought : Idk~
36.Last person you hugged : JingWen?

Favourites:

37.Food : I don't like to eat.
38.Drinks : Coke!!
39.Clothing : Hmmm..
40.Books : Twilight.
41.Song : Come back to me(:
42.Flower : Hate it.
43.Colors : Pinky!
44.Movies : I don't really watch movies nowadays.
45.Phrase: I don't know?
46.Subjects: POA(!)

You ever done before:

47.Kissed in the snow : Nope, too romantic, you can only see in the dramas.
48.Celebrated Halloween : Nope.
49.Had your heart broken : Yeahs): it really hurts.
50.Went over the minutes on your cell phone : That is like so little?
51.Someone questioned your sexual orientation : No ._.
52.Came out of the closest : Nope.
53.Gotten pregnant : No -,-
54.Had an abortion : No =="
55.Done something you've regretted : Yeah, definitely.
56.Broke a promise : Of course~
57.Hid a secret : Yeah :x
58.Pretended to be happy : Not really.
59.Met someone who changed your life : Definitely!
60.Pretended to be sick : Nope, lame.
61.Left the country : Yeah.
62.Tried something you normally wouldn't try & liked it : ??
63.Cried over some silliest thing : YEAH, and i find myself a fool thinking bout it now.
64.Ran a mile : Yeah.
65.Went to the beach with your best friend(s) : Yeah, bt i don't want to think bout it anymore.
66.Stay single the whole year : Idk?

Currently:

67.Eating : Nothing.
68.Drinking : Nothing.
69.I'm about ton : ??
70.Listening to : Come back to me, bt diff from the 1 before.
71.Plans for tomorrow : Going tamp!
72.Waiting for : Father.
73.Want kids : Not really.
74.Want to get married : Not really.
75.Careers in mind : Must earn lots for myself.
76.Which is better , Girl / Boy : Boy!

According to Jody..
(for 77-83 , idk what they're asking -.-" my answers are what am i looking for in a guy LOL.)

77.Lips or eyes : Both? :)
78.Shorter or taller : Taller!
79.Romantic or spontaneous : Both.
80.Nice stomach or nice arms : Lols?
81.Sensitive or loud : ??
82.Hook-up or relationship : Relationship.
83.Trouble-maker or hesistant : Neither.

Have you ever:

84.Lost glasses/ contacts : Nope, i have perfect vision.
85.Ran away from home : Nope, what for?
86.Hold a gun or knife for self defense : Nope.
87.Killed somebody : Lols? Of course not!
88.Broken someone's heart : Maybe.
89.Been arrested : Nope, watashiwa guai kia(:
90.Cried when someone died : ??

Do you believe in:

91.Yourself : Not really.
92.Miracles: Yeah, sometimes, bt usually it don't happen on me.
93.Love at first sight : Yeah?
94.Heaven : Yeah.
95.Santa Claus : I believe! Taiga~
96.Sex on the first date : Eww~
97.Kiss on the first date : Crazy~!
98.Is there one person you want to be with right now : Yes, and we're together?
99.Are you seriously happy with where you are in life : Nope.
100.This is the 100th & last question : Lols?

Now tag 10 people to do this :
1) JingWen
2) Brendon
3) Donovan
4) Yosuke
5) Zoe
6) Xueting
7) XinYi
8) XinYing
9) Winona
10) Fiona

Take you away

2009-06-10T21:32:00.002+08:00

Tropical Mangrove Forest

2009-06-10T21:16:00.002+08:00

This is for my geog project, my hard work eh. Still got lots of words,bt of course i can't type out la. Very not easy to find siah, i took quite a long time doing that, bt haven't complete yet): still got some more pics to post later, keep track.

Don't go away

2009-06-10T13:56:00.006+08:00

Happy Birthday Bc! ♥

This is the first birthday i have with you and i wish that there will be more than once.
I know that i may not be a good girlfr,
Bt i will try my best okay?
And i nvr regret being with,
So don't think too much alrights?
Wish you like the msg that i send to you,
Actualy its a surprise bt i don't think it surprise you :x
Girlfr loves you! ^^

Quiz Time! ^^

2009-06-09T22:30:00.005+08:00

All of the 14 people must do this quiz , unless he/she doesn't have a blog.
Write the name of 14 people you can think off the top of your head. Then answer the question.
1. JingWen
2. Brendon
3. Yosuke
4. XinYing
5. Jeslyn
6. Fiona
7. Yetting
8. Jacqueline
9. Winona
10. Xue Ting
11. Donovan
12. MinYou
13. Xinyi
14. Zoe

1. How did you get to meet 7 ?
- At dbg
2. What would you do if you & 13 never meet ?
- Lols? ><>
3. What would you do if 1 & 12 date ?
- Hmmm.. i don't think it is possible lor
4. Have you ever seen 14 cry ?
- Nope.
5. Would 4 & 11 be a good couple?
- Haha! Of course not! :x
6. Do you think 11 is attactive?
- Fook off!
7. What's 2's favourite colour ?
- Red! :D he everything also red der!
8. When was the last time you talk to 9 ?
- Many days ago~
9. What language does 8 speak ?
- Chinese and English, duh.
10. Who is 13 going out with ?
- Not too sure.
11. What grade is 12 in ?
- Sec3.
12. Would you ever date with 10 ?
- I♥ XT! ^^
13. Where does 5 live ?
- S’pore, SengKang.
14. What's the best thing about 3 ?
- Being my brother! xD
15. What would you want to tell 10 now ?
- Me love her!
17. Have you ever kissed 5 ?
- Nope.
18. What was the best memories you have with 7 ?
- Not having any at the moment?
19. When's the last time you're going to see 6 ?
- How would i know? O.o
20. How is 14 & 12 different ?
Zharbo and Tabor.
21. Is 6 pretty ?
- Of course!
22. What was the first impression of 11 ?
- Porno? o.o
23. How did you meet 5 ?
- In canteen on the first day of sec1 when she offer me a sweet ^^
24. Is 1 your best friend ?
- We are akl? 23!
25. Do you hate 12 ?
- Of course not or not why i put his name in the list?
26. Have you seen 4 on the last month ?
- Nope.
27. When was the last time you said to 3 ?
- Come meet me at compass!
28. Have you been to 5's house ?
- Nope, bt i want to(:
29. When's the next time your gonna see 10 ?
- School reopen, i think?
30. Are you close to 13 ?
- Not really that close.
31. Have you been to a movie with 4 before ?
- Nah~
32. Have you ever gotten into trouble with 8 ?
- Yeah~ and its a big prob.
33. Would you give 2 a hug ?
- Yes! ^^
34. When have you lied to 3 ?
- I don't lie to brother.
35. Is 1 good with socializing ?
- Quite ^^

Because you live :D

2009-06-08T00:40:00.003+08:00

Hellos! ^^ My comp is back at last! I'm waiting for this day for very long ler. I have been hanging out with some new ppl(: they are quite nice la. Have been hanging out at compass this few days. Sure getting grounded soon :x if get grounded then i will bored to death at home ler. Ugh!! !! !!

Why did you fall in love with such a person like me? I'm so not worthy for you lor. Idk whether i did a right choice to like you too, bt i think its better that i don't? Lols? I think i'm so lame to write this here, what am i doing? ):

Currently msg-ing with him, so late still eating supper. Wth~ *yawns* i going to slp soon. Nights!

2009-06-03T19:12:00.002+08:00

Took it somewhere cause i'm bored x.x

TENS ARE YOU

Are you single ?
Yeah(:

Are you happy ?
Yeah!

Are you bored ?
Yes, without my akls :O

Are you fair ?
??

Are you italian ?
Definitely no.

Are you honest ?
Yeah, to everybody.

Are you nice ?
Lols? Depends on my mood.

Are you irish ?
??

Are you Asian ?
Duh~

TENS FACTS

Full Name :
Joey Lee Ying Ying

Nickname :
Yuriko

Birthplace :
Country or hospital?

Hair colour :
Black.

Natural Hairstyle :
Straight .

Birthday :
1st June, it's over.

Mood :
Don't know

Favourite Colours :
Pink.

One place you like to visit :
My house.

TENS THINGS ABOUT YOUR LOVE LIFE.

Have you been in love?
Yeah.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
Yeah(:

Do you currently have a crush?
Yes!

Have you ever broken anyone's heart?
Idk?

Have you ever been hurt emotionally?
Yeah, yeah & yeah.

Have you ever had your heart brokened and when?
Yeah, last year.

Have you ever liked anyone but is afraid of telling him?
Yeah, right now.

Are you afraid commitment?
Huh?

Who was th last person you hugged?
Jingwen; Candyfloss :D

Who was th last person you said i love you to?
Not sure eh?

TENS THIS OR THAT

Love or Lust ?
Love!

Hard liquor or beer ?
None, i don't want to be a drunken.

Cats or Dogs ?
None, i don't really fancy animals.

A few best friends or any regular friends ?
Best friends! xD

Creamy or crunchy ?
Creamy.

Wild night out or romantic night?
Wild night!

Money or happiness?
Happiness.

Night or day?
Night.

IM or phone?
Phone.

TENS HAVE YOU EVERS

Been caught sneaking out?
Nope~

Seen a polar bear?
I guess..

Done something you regret?
Yes.

Bungee jumped?
Nope.

Eaten food that fell on th floor?
Lols, tried before.

Finished an entire jaw breaker?
O.o

Been caught naked?
Of course not la!

Wanted an ex gf/bf back?
Yes.

Cried because you lost a pet?
No, i don't have pets.

Wanted to disappear?
When i'm embarassed or when i regretted doing something .

TEN PREFERENCES IN A PARTNER

Smile or eyes?
Both.

Light or dark hair?
Anything?

Hugs or Kisses ?
None, thats not how you see for a partner.

Shorter or Taller?
Taller.

Intelligence or attraction?
Both.

Topmen or zara?
??

Funny or serious?
Funny when time comes. And be serious at a point of time.

Older or Younger ?
Older.

Outgoing or quiet?
Outgoing.

Sweet or bad?
Both.

TEN HAVE YOUS

Ever performed in front of a large crowd?
Yes, lots of times.

Talking on a phone longer then a hour?
Yeah.

Ever tried walking on your hands?
Nope :/

Ever been to a rock concert?
Nope.

Ever been on a cheerleading team?
Yeah, i guess.

Ever been on a dance team?
Ballet?

Ever been on a sport team?
Nope, i'm not sporty.

Ever been in a drama play/ production?
Drama lessons?

Ever owned a BMW...?
Nope, bt i wish i could.

Ever been in a rape video?
Wtf, no!

TEN LASTS

Last phone call you made?
Mummy!

Last person you hugged?
Jingwen; Candyfloss(:

Last person you hanged out with?
Akls at my house.

Last time you worked?
I got no job experience :/

Last time you IM-ed to?
??

Last person you texted to?
Jingwen; Candyfloss(:

Last person you went to movie with?
Erm..quite long i can't remember.

Last person/thing you missed?
I miss him..bt his not mine):

Last website visited?
www.traumatis-edlove.blogspot.com

Tagged : Hmm..Jingwen, Bren & Xueting.

11 signs that you're in love(:

2009-06-03T18:11:00.000+08:00

ELEVEN
You walk really slow when you're with them.

TEN:
You feel shy whenever they're around.

NINE:
You smile when you hear their voice.

EIGHT:
When you look at them, you can't see the other
People around you, you just see him/her.

SIX:
They're all you think about.

FIVE:
You realize you're always smiling when you're
Looking at them.

FOUR:
You would do anything for them, just to see them.

THREE:
While reading this, there was one person on your
Mind this whole time.

TWO:
You were so busy thinking about that person, you
Didn't notice number seven was missing

ONE:
You just scrolled up to check & are now silently
Laughing at yourself.

I'm Yours.

2009-06-03T16:10:00.004+08:00

Back! My bday is alrd over ): bt i had a super uber happy bday 'surprise' from my akls >.< haha. They wanted to give me a surprise, bt in the end they were late. They bought me a chocolate cake and potato chips then they sing me a bday song. Jingwen took a video, bt i wish she didnt upload it. Btw i made 3 wishes, the first one is that akls will always stay together till the end, second one is i can be richer and the third is...cant say out or not it will not come true ler. Hehe. They bought me a stitch as my present, i love it, bt idk why i will cause i use to hate that kind of stitch, bt i love it now. Doesnt matter anymore(:

Thanks for all the bday wishes that you all gave me, i will definitely remember it as long as i can x.x

Then yesterday akls came to my house again to do 'homework', bt at the end we were all watching farenheit music videos. 'Homework' indeed :x very busy yeah. After all that we waited for mum to come back and buy us dinner, so we wait wait wait. We ate our dinner then they went home sweet home at bout 9.30 or Jingwen will get grounded. I dont want her to get grounded just cause of this. And yeah, at last Jingwen got prepaid ler! Happy! Then can spam her with msg and she will spam me back :x haha.

Its today, I didn't go for my eng remedial. I will sure get killed by Mrs Haffidz for not going for my remedial x.x i don't want that to happen *pleading* I can't wake up cause i watch my toradora till late night then went to slp and i can't hear my alarm ringing in the morning. I know this is not an excuse, but its true. I'm also suppose to go out with Jingwen to cut hair and go haru to order her gintama costume, bt...sorry girl~ we go cut hair another day can? Today you go haru with winona first bah.

At home very bored leys, lucky my father left his lappy at home then i can use(: tml must go to schl early again. Argh!!!! 8am must reach eh. Its holiday bt my holiday is all ruin.

Thanks for wishing me
a happy birthday.
I appreciate that a lot
cause i know there may not be a
second time. Other than thanks
its still thanks(:
I love you!

Lonely

2009-06-01T00:57:00.004+08:00

Happy Birthday to ♥'Yuriko! ^^

Right Where You Want

2009-05-31T23:35:00.005+08:00

I have to say that i really like him a lot. I really dont know why he is just so attrative and he totally just attracts me. I know he will not fall for such a person like me cause im so ugly and i not that type of girl he like. My life is like so crap la, idk why am i born into this world seriously. Nobody seriously cares bout me except for my akls bah x.x

Just let me have a wonderful bday tml bah. I wish that he can at least wish me a happy bday bah. Hais... maybe i just fall in love with the wrong person bt i think im quite bless actually.

Bloodbonds, Sisters Are Important To Me.

2009-05-29T18:06:00.008+08:00

This is some pics that is totally worth it to appreciate.

Long time nvr post ler due to my stupid dumb comp, bt now im at NgeeFeng house :x alot of things happen within this time that i didnt post. Sad & happy, both also have. If im done with the damn comp then i'll post more bout the most important thing that happen. Looking at some of the pics, i think some ppl will understand ler^^

2009-05-29T16:23:00.010+08:00

Asked to do by XueTing ^^

List 7 friends that you going to pass down this survey to :
1.Brendon
2.Cheryl.C
3.JingWen
4.Jeslyn
5.Zoe
6.Donovan
7.XueTing

8) Whats 1 related to you ?
Akl :D
9) Whats 3 and 7 related ?
Akls xD
10) Does 2 and 3 know each other ?
Duh~!
11) Say something about 6 ?
Very act one "痴情"
12) 7 male or female ?
Female
13) Pick out 3 out of that 7 ?
Brendon, JingWen & Jeslyn
14) Say something abt the 3 u have pick ?
Brendon is 狂野, JingWen act one 纯情 & Jeslyn is totally BOY CRAZY!! x3
15) Are they blogger also ?
Yes.
16) What 1 school ?
Punggol, LOL?
17) Does 2 have a boyf ?
Not sure x.x
18) Hw old is 3 ?
15
19) U get along with 4 ?
Yeah, duh~!
20) Whats 5 doing
She's kinda busy with work.
21) What 6 fav color ?
??
22) Does 7 have a pet ?
Yeah.
23) Do you love 5 ?
I love her to the core! (:
24) Does 5 love 7 ?
They dont even know each other?
End of survey , tag them and forward the survey to your 7 of friends

I am out of love! ^^

2009-04-15T21:07:00.004+08:00

I am now at marcus tee house ^^ so at last i can post alrd. My comp still cannot use eh x.x i miss my animes!!! :x i am unable to watch it cause i dont have comp, lucky brendon help me dl and put in my psp then i can watch ler :D i think i have to go off alrd. Bye~

Using comp!! ^^

2009-03-12T10:33:00.002+08:00

Hellos!! :D im nw in schl again ^^ going t bugis junction aft that, for th AEM thing. Im going wit th schl siah x.x think will be boring ba. I actualy dont wna come schl der, bt aft i think of using th comp then i come lor and xue ting also wna me go schl so i go lor. So long nvr post and is posting continuously for 2days alrd. Bt if i cant use th comp then i cant post ler ): dont miss me my bloggy~ ^^ haha. Is this long enough? If nt long enough then xue ting will say nt long enough, then she will scold me x.x teacher come back alrd, i must end here. Bye~ (:

Im in schl!! x.x

2009-03-11T15:32:00.002+08:00

Guess what? Im in schl nw, so i gt th feel t post ^^ haha. Im currently having a stupid workshop thing. Sian...having break time, bt its over alrd x.x i hav t go ler. Bye~ xD

Posting once again xD

2009-01-01T13:12:00.002+08:00

Currently using my father's lappy =X my lappy cant use internet explorer le . Arghhh!! Irritated x.x i needa reinstall smth thn cann use again D: anw my couz , aunts & uncles is cming over t my hse tdy . Cool , yeah? I wish tht my couz cann hlp me solve th problem of my bloody lappy =X maybe thts my wish of th year ba xD wnt be able t update my blog fr quite a long period , so tolerate , yeah? Hahas:D

& a very hapy new year t everyone!! Huhu~

Fcuktard!! =X

2008-12-26T15:37:00.003+08:00

Hapy belated MerryXmas!! xD hws everyones christmas? Mine , was just as usual every year . Always needa go aunt hse t celebrate & presents fr everyone is needed . Cause im th youngest in th family thrs no need fr me t buy , just take will do . Hahas:D find it fortunate t be th youngest sometimes , yo =X

Took sm pics of my presents , will post it up sm other time . Oni gt sm presents tht i lyk , sm r totally useless . Y buy useless things? x.x nvrmind , i'll just keep it . Anw thanks fr th presents couz , aunts & uncles(: appreciated . Hp no mre money unable t rply those who send me christmas msg , rly sry): oso thanks fr th wishes too . Thts all fr my christmas thn .

& smth very important is...sad thing tht i cant celebrate my christmas wit boyfr & sisters T.T arghh!!! My mum just dnt allow me t): anw will be meeting sist soon alrdy . Yipeyy!! Wish nth bad will happen first . *praying* so i tink thts all ba . So , bye~

Kuroshitsuji xD

2008-12-26T13:28:00.003+08:00

Pics x.x

2008-12-24T15:27:00.004+08:00

Our first mth!!

2008-12-22T16:33:00.006+08:00

Its our first mth , Boyfr . I wish fr mre than just a mth you knw? Anw had fun on Sat . Went out wit JingWen , Brendon , Shiki , Din & Theo . Thy had photoshoot , do i was lonely whn thy r taking pics . Walk here & thr , and i was lyk a nanny? I needa hold JingWen bag whn she is hafing her photoshoot . Aft tht had lunch and continued . Went Clarke Quay fr th second half of th photoshoot . I sit ard and chat wit JingWen . Fun? Went t DBG aft tht . Dinner and slack ard xDD hm sweet hm at bout 10pm . Lucky mum didnt scold this time =X wnt be able t go out till this Sat): so thts all . Bye~

1st mth!! xDD

2008-12-21T01:59:00.006+08:00

Twilight[:

2008-12-19T14:46:00.004+08:00

Seventeen-year-old Bella Swan

Moves to the small town of Forks ,

Washington to live with her father, Charlie ,

after her mother remarries .

She is quickly befriended

By many students at her new high school ,

Where she is intrigued by a

Mysterious group of siblings known as the Cullens .

Bella sits next to

Edward Cullen in Biology class on her first day of school ,

And he appears to be disgusted by her,

much to Bella's confusion .

A few days later ,

Bella is nearly hit by a van

When Edward suddenly appears and

Stops the vehicle with his hand .

Although he refuses to explain this act to Bella ,

Edward warns her against becoming friends with him .
Bella eventually discovers that Edward is a vampire,

Though he only consumes animal blood ,

And the pair fall in love .

After Edward introduces Bella to his vampire family ,

Carlisle , Esme , Alice , Jasper , Emmett ,

And Rosalie ,

Three nomadic vampires—

James , Victoria , and Laurent

—Arrive and put Bella's life in danger.

James , a tracker vampire ,

Is intrigued by Edward's protectiveness over a human ,

And decides to hunt her for sport .

Edward and his family put

Their lives at risk to protect Bella ,

But James lures her into a trap

By making her believe he is holding her mother hostage .

James attacks and bites Bella ,

But Edward ,

Along with the rest of the Cullen family ,

Arrives before he can kill her .

James is destroyed ,

And Edward sucks the venom

From James's bite out of Bella's arm ,

Preventing her from becoming a vampire herself .

Upon returning to Forks ,

Bella and Edward attend their prom

And Bella expresses her desire to become a vampire ,

Which Edward refuses to let happen .

The film ends showing Victoria

At the prom watching the pair together ,

Ready to seek revenge for the murder of James .

Cherish~

2008-12-18T21:16:00.005+08:00

Best friends .
We r th ones who practically
Live at each others houses ,
Stay up all night
Talking bout absolutely nth ,
Dance until we're out of breath ,
Laugh at th stupidest things ,
And somehw still
Findd a reason t love
Each other ,
Evn though we r
Complete idiots .

Writing this makes me
Feel tht friendship is important .
It makes me hapy
Andd i cann tell my secrets
T my friends xDD
Kinda emotional nw ,
Haf a lot of feelings mixing
In my heart .
Just nw was bout love ,
Nw bout friends .
Hope tht ppl who readd
This will stop quarreling wit
Friends & cherish thm well ,
Befr it is too late .

Romantic ehh xDD

2008-12-18T15:51:00.003+08:00

Its hardd t wait ard fr sth

Tht you knw might nvr happen

Bt its evn harder t gif up

Especially whn its everything you ever

Wantedd .

Im going t smile

Lyk nths wrng ,

Talk lyk everythings perfect ,

Act lyk its all a dream ,

Andd pretendd its nt hurting me .

I findd this so poem ehh ,

So nt my type of writing .

Hahas:D

Andd yeas , at last i wrote sth mushy =X

So mushy tht my goose pimples r cming out .

Andd aft staying at hm fr so many days ,

pimples all came out):

I look horrible nw .

Aweful tht i dnt wnna go out .

Bt i still haf t on Sat ,

Cause thts a promise t JingWen .

Will update again ltr ,

maybe .

So janee~

Bitches =X

2008-12-18T00:55:00.005+08:00

Someone calledd me a bitch in her blog .

Andd i wnna say tht

" Didd you just calledd me a bitch?

Well a bitch is a dog ,

Dogs bark ,

Bark is on trees ,

Trees r a part of nature ,

Andd nature is beautiful .

So yeas ,

Tys fr th compliment(: "

Andd yeas ,

I will call you a bitch too xDD

Im so gonna learn t write mushy stuff =X

2008-12-17T15:03:00.005+08:00

Currently at hm watching show , boredd x.x

Gonna go out this Sat wit JingWen fr her photosoot .

She is so gonna pose lyk C.C , since she lyk tht pose so much =X

Cosing lnl v3 , posing lyk C.C .

Hahas:D nice~

I wander hw ppl blog all th love andd mushy mushy stuff ehh . I cant do it):

Will haf nth t write bt oni a short passage tht is so meaningless andd no link .

Im so gonna learn tht 1 day luhh .

Gonna post lyk a professional bout love stuff ehh .

Hahas:D whn ppl readd thy will get so touch tht thy tear =/

Thts all i tink? gonna watch my show nw , bye~

Confusedd x.x

2008-12-14T21:35:00.005+08:00

Ytd went eoy , bt was late =X

Went fr th extention andd went t haru t take JingWen belt .

Went expo aft tht fr eoy .

Whn we reach thr ppl alrdy start changing out of their cos .

Sian...nt very fun ytd , oni gt tht few pics andd no mor .

Andd we saw Superbandd th yi shi jie ppl .

Omg , his so shuai ehh .

JingWen andd me went up andd dwn th escalator just t c thm =X he so cute .

Went ps aft tht , boring .

I so siao all th way whn going ps .

I keep dancing aroundd andd laughing lyk madd xDD i feel gd ehh .

Aft tht badd stuff start t happen , i sendd him a msg tht i wnna brck , bt its all fine nw .

We didnt brck aft all .

I nearly criedd siol =/

I was so stressedd up andd confusedd ehh , you wnt knw my feelings .

Horrible T.T home sweet home aft tht .

Was moody andd didnt wnna talk much , so just let my mum nag , cause i went hm late .

Thts all?

Andd tys fr missing me Darren(:

Cm bck soon , chatting companion .

Pics of eoy .

2008-12-14T20:17:00.001+08:00

Kinda dnt knw wht moodd tdy?

2008-12-13T00:05:00.003+08:00

Chattedd wit Darren just nw ,

He just went out .

I just knw him ytd

Andd we were alrdy

Happily blabbering away t each other .

Hahas:D

Andd he toldd me a secret of his =X *zip*

Anw going fr EOY tml .

Waitedd fr very long fr this event xDD

Andd at last...

Hp gonna no mor money le): hw?

Wish tht Darren will get his hp soon

Thn i cann msg him luhh ,

Or nt im boredd .

Nobody is msging me ,

Oni famous blogger ehh .

Isnt sth sadd?

Nvrmindd ,

I tink you cant understandd my feelings luhh .

Gonna slp soon? Needa wake up early tml ,

So...bye~

Happy 2nd mth , JingWen Ougi

2008-12-12T00:20:00.011+08:00

Happy 2nd mth , JingWen Ougi

Tyme rly flies ,

It's alrdy our 2nd mth .

Yipey!!

Iloveyouuus uhh<3

Wish we will haf our 3rd andd 4th mth andd sm mor .

Bt fr nw i wnna say tht i rly enjoy my tymes wit you .

We talk , sing , disiao andd gossip .

Hahs:D

Too many things tht we do tht i cant rmb .

I appreciate th love tht you gif me

Andd always cm andd tag whn you cann use comp .

Rly tys(:

Also tys fr tolerating my fcuking attitude .

Will try t control ohkay?

Even wnna show it oso nt t you luhh .

Andd dnt get upset over him luhh ,

Ltr yr black rings get darker andd darker thn yr eoy hw?

Hime love Ougi ,

Ougi love Hime ,

So thy live happily ever aft xDD

This is suppose t be post ytd , Bt my comp suddenly dc thn i cant post . Gomenai JingWen =/ Anw nth much hppen ytd Andd tdy will be a boring day aft all bahh , So i dnt wnna talk bout it le , Bye~

2008-12-09T23:36:00.003+08:00

Been at hm fr th whole day as usual . Gonna go t sch tml , cause i wnna talk t th principle bout letting me going into 3a andd taking bio . I rly wnna take bio ehh , cause my ambition is t be a biologist , so if i dnt haf bio i cant get it): i wish i will get it if i talk t th principle tml , thn i will be in th same class as JingWen andd th others(:

Bt i tink its btr nt t pin such a high hope , cause i tink it is impossible :x nvrmindd tht . Since im gonna enjoy my tyme wit JingWen tml , i tink its cool enough xDD watching Special A . Daisuki<3

2008-12-08T16:27:00.004+08:00

Sry fr nt posting , kinda lazy andd nt in th moodd t post . Rmb tht i saidd i cann go out on friday? I rly didd went out andd it is suppose t be fun , bt it turns out t be horrible :x Theo , Shiki andd Din were suppose t meet us , bt in th endd we didd meet bt thy went wit another girl tht i rly hate . So went t ps wit JingWen . Aiya~still JingWen is th best(: iloveyouuuus<3

She nvr abandon me , always thr fr me andd listen t my craps xDD thought of endding th r/s , bt didnt at last , cause Gerard Kor , Yilin andd JingWen ask me t tink properly . Hais...miserable luhh . Suffering at hm tinking of all th possibilities andd his enjoying himself wit sm friends of his , yet im suffering . Maybe im exaggerating to much bahh . Busrting soon , btr stop tinking le . Andd im actualy oso quite enjoying myself at hm watching animes!!! Earl andd Fairy<3

No one repliedd my msg tdy luhh , oni Yilin :x nvrmindd i'll wait . Gonna watch my anime soon , bye~

Im sry fr all th things i saidd luhh .

I regret t sendd th msg t you ,

bt you didnt rply t th question .

Quite hapy tht you didnt respondd t it .

All i wnna say is , i rly love you .

I cann say tht nw , i will try my best

t do anything fr you , bt pls do

sth too . Andd dnt ruin my day

again(:

Pics will do th toking fr nw(:

2008-12-04T16:17:00.000+08:00

Sick x.x

2008-12-03T19:26:00.000+08:00

Was sick ytd): hadd fever just so suddenly . Tys fr caring fr me Chocolate(: me stupidd go walk in th rain . Hahs:D feeling btr nw(: get well soon yeas? Ahahs;D toking t myself =x

Happy first mth , Chocolate(:

2008-12-03T17:58:00.000+08:00

Bck t post . Curedd frm boredom , since ytd . Woke at 7 plus . Was early andd tiredd . Cause slpt at bout 2am th night bfr . *Yawn* whn t haf brckfast andd bus-edd dwn t tampines market . Hadd my brckfast *yum yum* andd whn t aunty hse t watch Corner with Love , cause my cous haf th vcd . Tht show is nice yeas? Didnt knw tht at first :x tht was my day ytd .

Happy 1 mth , Chocolate xDD

Although you r nt always thr fr me , i still love yous~ i knw you haf been waiting fr our first 1 mth , i've been waiting too xDD wnna me make vanilla cake fr you? Hahs:D i still haven learn hw t make cakes bt maybe wnna learn soon . Thn will make vanilla 1 fr you ohkay?

Tdy nw im here blogging . Changedd my blogskin again . Fall in love wit tis blogskin at first sight . Sry JingWen nvr promise wht i promise bout nt changing my blogskin anymor . Tis may be th last tyme i gonna change le . Rly lyk tis a lot(: Watching Corner with Love . Cant wait so decidedd t watch th last ep . Kinda nt a nice endding , bt thy live happily ever aft though . I borrowedd th vcd frm my cous . Lucky she borrowedd t me , actualy dnt wnna borrow bt my aunty ask me t ask , so i do so . Lucky i askedd . Gonna eat my dinner soon . Bye~

2008-12-02T21:40:00.000+08:00

2008-12-01T20:04:00.000+08:00

Choir tml . Bt nt going , cause nobody is going . Sadedd . Since Ms Cheng ask me dnt go first , so i dnt go lohh . Stayedd at hm th whole bloody day . Boredd . Thts th oni wordd i cann use t describe my horrible day . Cant post sth interesting fr peopo t c): time flies , 1 week gone . Been at hm fr 1 week too . Miss my girlfriendds damn!!! Meet real soon , hopefully rly get t go out tis friday(: do miss me yea? Just kup th fone wit Jes . Hadd fun toking wit her , cause she is th same as me , hafing hm day everyday . Hahs:D friday will be our date ohkay? Bye~

2008-11-30T18:43:00.000+08:00

Tis pic is proudly presentedd by...

ME!!!

Hahs:D i just gt tis pic ytd . Its damn unique leys , no 1 haf tis . Enjoy th pic uhh . Gonna post mor ltr xDD haf t go eat le , bye~

2008-11-30T15:17:00.000+08:00

Thought my mum will allow me t go White Sandd , bt she dint . Actualy wantedd t meet Din , Shiki & Theo , bt nw my mum dnt even allow me t get out of th hse): nth much i just stayedd at hm . Gonna go fr medicure . Yipeyy!! It cost $3 fr 1 finger , bt nt add fake nails . Its gonna be on my nails . Cool xDD change my blogskin again , cause my blog is hafing a problem . I cant view my blog wit th oldd skin , so i haf no choice bt t change . Hahs:D quite satisfy wit th new 1 .

Im sort of moody nw ,cause of him .

I didnt get t c you fr 1 whole week ,

bt seriously didnt miss you much .

Nt tht i dnt lyk you anymor ,

or wht . Bt i just feel tht th wordd love is too strong .

Maybe it is cause of my past , im hafing a phobia .

I cant rly get into th r/s .

I knw you dnt lyk me as much too ,

bt lets try ohkay?

I rly will try my best fr you(:

Trust me xDD

2008-11-29T18:10:00.000+08:00

Stayedd at hm tdy . Nth much , bt hadd fun toking t JingWen , Theo & Shiki on msn . We tok bout Amber , spammers frm JingWen blog andd craps . Hahs:D Theo saidd tht Amber gif him shit , so his gonna gif her shit too xDD y cant she just return th money? Y must cause herself into trouble . Dumb x.x wish her goodd luck , cause thy r off t her hse nw , i tink . If i cann go out , thts a goodd thing . Cause i get t c fabulous show =x bit cruel bt...teehee^^

Tokedd t JingWen on th fone , cause she cant use comp le): im nw a loner . No one pei me chat dehh . Sadedd T.T JingWen you will call me ltr rite? I hope so(: she rly calledd . Yay!!! Was boredd bt nt nw(: gona chat wit her le . Bye~ andd enjoy th pics below xDD

2008-11-29T17:10:00.000+08:00

2008-11-29T16:32:00.000+08:00

JingWen says: lub means luv mean love

2008-11-28T23:17:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Carrie!!!

Hapy bday t you , hapy bday t you , hapy bday t Carrie , hapy bday t you~~

Hahs:D tdy is Carrie's bday , sang you a bday song . Lyk it? Tag me if you readd it ohkay? Hope you enjoy yr bday(: andd i wnna say tht i cann go out on nxt friday alrdy . Yay!!! My mummie finally allow me t go out le . I promise im gonna go hm early tis tyme ohkay? iloveyouuus mummie~ gt my ppc andd cann msg le .Nw i tink my hp is useful , bt whn it is w/o th ppc it is totally useless . Hehs:P call me on weekends alright , cause oni tht days thn haf free incoming dehh =x call me chat chat im boredd leys xP make me busy . Hahs:D needa go bath le . Bye~

2008-11-27T22:55:00.000+08:00

Getting obsess wit tis guy up here luhh . Hahs:D his shuai rite? I lyk th bell on his hair luhh especially andd i foundd a song tht is quite nice maybe deciding t put it on my blog xDD wnna listen t it?

Enjoy it yahh? Andd my mummie say she haf t c me performance fr tis week before letting me out andd i must sure return hm on tyme . Bt im quite confident tht my mummie will let me out , just tht i cant go out everyday oni xP wait fr me peopo , i will go out wit you all dehh , just be patient uhh . Bt dnt miss me too much wohh =x

Rotting at hm

2008-11-27T16:53:00.000+08:00

Tdy stayedd at hm . Andd tok t spammers at Jw blog . Hahs:D it was fun . Tht girl is a slut luhh . Whts wrong wit her? Idk at all . Hahs:D starting t zibi at my own blog . Tht girl spam liao thn nt enough ask us go t sgcafe quarrel plus let others c . Wtf~ y must i do sucha thing , so i toldd her tht if she wnna embarrass herself go aheadd i wnt bother xDD

Nw im toking t Jw on msn . Thn she keep spamming non-stop plus she went t me friendster t zibi leys . Hahs:D gonna findd a chance t get out of th hse . Im gonna pleadd my mummie until she let me out , i must!!! Im rotting at hm luhh~ findd sth fr me t do? x.x

Cant go out luhh

2008-11-26T22:11:00.001+08:00

Im all alone in class 3b nxt yr . Omg...i needa study on my own . I wnna try t sit by myself andd tok t myself . Hw am i gonna make it . Hais...i am just gonna try my best . I wnna score well andd maybe cann try my best t appeal fr 4a fr sec 4 . Hahs;D im so excitedd fr nxt yr(: andd i cann meet new friends andd quarrel wit friends again .

I findd it wonderful t quarrel whn i feel boredd luhh . Im siao , am i? hahs;D gonna endd here . Andd i wnt be able t go out tis week . Sian...i will try my best t go out nxt week cos i wnna meet Jw , Jes andd someone...ohkay le . Bye~

Let th pics tok~

2008-11-24T22:26:00.001+08:00

My day suckks!!!

2008-11-24T15:57:00.000+08:00

Im posting nw , or my blog is gonna rot . Arghhh!!! I dnt wnna say wht happen th two days i went fr th cosplay event . Th first day was cool , bt th secondd was nt . Lots happen . I wnna say tht i just miss th tyme whn we were at Clarke Quay , whn we dnt knw anyone . We oni knw Din tht tyme , so it was fun~ aft tht event we startedd t knw mor peopo , except fr th girls others r making us pissedd .

Andd i wnna say sth out , bt i cant . I shouldd just shut my mouth andd nt say anything . We cant be lyk normal...bt i do understandd , things r nt tht easy t solve uhh . Aft th incident last tyme , i start t haf phobia bout relationship stuff . Its so damn hardd t get ridd of it , andd i didnt tell you . Hais...since all tis hadd happen so just be it . Bt i seriously wnna pleadd th godd t gif me a peaceful andd sweet relationship , tht i haf always wish fr T.T

I rly needa sweet bf t console me whn i wnna cry andd a bf tht i dnt needa hide my real identities . I wnna be myself andd i rly do love you . Will you gif me a chance? xDD even though i haf been in a real relationship before bt i still aint very goodd at expressing myself . Im rly sry if i hurt you , andd i needa mor tyme t get use t things , cos as i saidd i haf phobia cos of th past . Andd im stressedd up nw . Arghhh!!!

Lyn: Me say hi too!!!
Vampireboiboi: Yo xDD papa . Tytys
Roland: Tytys(: i will cheer up dehh andd FengHao nvr call me le
Carrie: Link you le . Link me up too
JunHao: Must link wohh xP tiredd t blog
JingWen: I will mess wit you dehh , dnt worry wohh andd no mor ajisen fr you andd stop th Theo =x
Gerard: Yo xDD tys(:
Angelus: Tht Gerard luhh , aiyo~ stop th Theo luhh . Hahs;D
Sylvia: Hihi xDD relink le ;D

2008-11-17T00:10:00.000+08:00

Hapy belatedd 1 month wit Ougi-sama!!! Iloveyouuu x3

I wnna say tht i will enjoy th days we r going t haf andd all . Since we r in th same class nxt year thn we cann share our fun andd jks . Andd we cann tok bout guys tgt andd gossip . Ahahs:D gonna celebrate christmas wit you andd other peopo . I rly wnna be wit you fr mor andd mor months xDD

I post tis just fr JingWen . Hahs:D proudd mahh? Cos of you leys~

2008-11-16T17:59:00.000+08:00

Tiredd tiredd x( i wnna slp ytd slp at 3am leys . Nw a days keep sleeping so late sure gt lots of black rings dehh . Hais...

Thrs lots of things i wnna say tdy , bt thr alwaes aint a person who will listen t all tis x( i wish tht he cann be mine leys , bt it is totally impossible dehh . I tink he lyks another girl andd he dnt care bout me fr abit . Hais... ilovehim , i rly do . Bt idk wht t do alrdy , im all mixedd up . Peopo thought i still lyks my ex , bt im totally nt interestedd in him luhh . His dumb andd eveything lohh . Nt my type anymor . Even though th guy tht i lyk nw is actualy nt my type andd he acts totally weirdd , bt i still love him . Idk y i lyks him in th first place luhh .

Maybe he needs sm tyme t accept me or sth , bt i dnt care le . I tink i shouldd gif up on him alrdy . I will suffer mor andd mor , even though it dnt hurt much nw , bt it still does hurts . I dnt dare t tell him tht ilovehim bt i do feel it in my heart . I knw myself tht im ugly andd everything . I gt badd attitude tht everybody hate andd idk hw he feels bout me . Maybe is just better t forget him andd go t somebody tht is reliable andd stuff , bt it wnt be easy as it is saidd . I'll just haf t tolerate wit everything andd keep it t myself .

Wish him all th best andd wish tht he will get her girl T.T i will try t forget tymes tht you make me laugh andd tymes tht you make me sadd . Thts all bahh . Tys fr reading tis wish you couldd readd it(:

2008-11-15T23:13:00.000+08:00

Yo xDD bck t post again . Gonna post bout wht happen ytd andd tdy xDD

Ytd was a boring day . I didnt go out at all x( i woke at bout 12pm thn on comp andd do nth . Yahh~ i forgt t say sth important i finish watching Zombie-Loan fr quite long alrdy . Yay!! Too badd thrs no secondd season dehh . Andd im waiting fr Vk Guilty ep 6 t cm out , bt thn still haven yet . Its so long , i gonna get madd liao .

So excitedd t knw wht happen nxt lohh T.T arghhh!!! Im starving at hm almost everyday dehh . My mummie didnt buy potato chips t put at hm andd let me eat . Sadd case x( tyme just went so slowly tht i cant take it cos i haf nth t do , so i watch my vcd again andd again , until i cann memorise wht thy say liao . Hais...

Suddenly my fathre came bck saying tht my mummie ask him t fetch me go findd her thn eat . Actualy dnt wnna go cos gt peopo tok t me thn he say must go cos my mummie insist x.x so i went . I didnt rly eat . I just eat a bao oni lohh , cos idk y i go thr le jiu dnt wnna eat . Aft tht , whn t th clinic go take medicine again .

Thn bus-edd t Tampines interchange . Whn t buy my ppc cos no mor money le . Thn whn buy Mac andd eat . Actualy oni wantedd t buy coke t drink thn my mummie scaredd i hungry so buy a meal . Eat th fries bt nt th burger thn whn up bus 39 go hm . On th bus , a stupidd man go make his hair thn all his dandruff fall on his shirt . Ewww~ i was eating fries tht tyme thn my mummie say ltr his dandruff fall onto my fries . Hahahs:D

Tis is th guy tht haf dandruff on his headd =x

I keep laughing andd laughing nonstop . Andd th worst thing is tht he scratch his hair liao thn he use th same finger dig his nose lohh . Totally disgusting luhh . Andd im lyk sitting behindd him luhh . OMG!!! Lucky a while i go dwn liao . Wht a bless . Pheww~ reach hm use comp again thn bathedd andd went t slp at bout 3am .

Tdy is boring . I didnt do anything oni use th comp very sian . I calledd JingWen thn she say she going out t meet Theo thn suddenly she say she bluff dehh . Aiyohh...idk wht she tinking ahh . Thn in th endd nvr go out lohh . Thn whn eat andd nw here posting lohh . Changedd a blogskin tht i am very hapy wit xDD so thts all . Bb peopo enjoy yr stay xP

2008-11-13T12:14:00.000+08:00

Yo xDD busy nw a daes . I cant post , so nw im posting .

Idk wht t blog cos a lot happen within a few daes . I tink i will tok bout th dae before , which is Tues . On Tues , i woke up late again andd was late fr choir fr 30mins . Teacher ask me t pay $1 bt i didnt . Hahahs:D i dnt wnna waste my money on such stupidd things . Aft choir , needa go take medicine fr my mummie andd needa go Ps watch movie . At first i toldd my mummie tht i wnna go watch movie andd dnt wnna go take medicine fr her thn she scream at me .

Ltr , JingWen suggest tht we just take taxi thn go take th medicine thn slowly go Ps . Thn i sae ohk lohh . Thn take le , we mrt-edd t Ps meet ChinYong thn go decide wht movie t watch . At th endd we didint watch movie cos all of us wnna watch different movie . Thn we went eat andd all of us wantedd t eat different things too . So in th endd we went t eat sth tht everyone dnt mindd t eat tht is Pizza Hut . Yum yum~

Ltr went t Ps th x-zone wait fr Din cm t return money t me thn Theo appear suddenly infront of me whn toking t a guy . Even though i knw Theo is coming bt thn he suddenly appear thn i oso tio scare by him . Thn ltr we sit thr thn ChinYong keep standing so i go disiao him lohh . I keep asking him t laugh thn he cant control liao so he laugh lohh . Bt he keep saeing tht i look retardedd :P

Aft tht went t Cp walk walk thn go hm le . Thts all tht happen . Yahh xDD andd 1 mor thing before we went hm i sae bb t Theo thn he dnt wnna answer me leys T.T wtf . Wht did i do sia? Sua luhh dnt care him le . Ohk xDD i post finish le . Sayonaraaaa~

2008-11-07T00:35:00.000+08:00

Yo xDD i gonna post a long 1 again ohk?

Ytd i woke up at 10.15am lyk tht thn didnt go anywhere luhh . I stayedd at hm same as JingWen . Very sian x.x bt i foundd a anime t watch le xDD i forgt bout Zombie-Loan whn my friendd toldd me last tyme , nw thn i remember . I went watch it , its damn nice . They change their hands leys =x they change it lyk as if it is damn normal . Bt it is normal t thm xP

JingWen calledd me t ask me if i cann go out , bt i cant . Aft she ask me thn i went ask my mummie she sae no means no x( thn Theo calledd me ask me if we meeting thn i sae no , cos my mummie dnt allow me go out . Lucky i still gt anime t watch or nt i will becm rotten at hm lyk JingWen . She cnnt watch tv andd cnnt use comp andd nobody wnna go out wit her . I seriously pity her luhh =x

I watch Zombie-Loan till ep 3 thn i went cook noodles andd eat . Yum yum~ since im so hungry everything is delicious t me ( maybe even shyt ) hahahs:D jkjk oni . Nt gonna eat shyt . I eat le thn went t bath . I calledd my mummie aft bath , cos i wnna go down findd her thn she sae ohk . At least cann step out of my hse . I reach thr le , go up thn i foundd out tht being at hm is obviously better , cos it is damn boring thr cant even make a single soundd .

Cos it is too boring i went downstairs t cut my hair . I cut banks ( idk hw spell luhh ) anw it is just my fridge is straight dehh . Look lyk china doll luhh . Bt i dnt mindd luhh , cos i findd it nice . Dunno y? =x aft cut le go up again , bt tis tyme i went up thn i play wit th children le , cos i cant take it anymor . Totally lyk no life dehh . Suckks luhh .

Bout 6pm , whn hm thn as usual tok on th fone wit JingWen , Theo , Din andd Shiki xDD quite fun . Bt tok tok tok till th endd left me andd JingWen andd Theo . Total crap .

Th nxt dae , which is tdy , i wake up at 10.30am . Its so early andd im slpy . Bt i cant slp anymor . Thn on th comp andd watch my Zombie-Loan again . Thn Theo calledd andd ask me wht tyme we meeting thn i was lyk idk leys . I gave him th i dnt care voice . Thn i sae JingWen haven even wake up yet , so idk . Aft all th things bout whether we meeting tdy , th last decision is we r nt meeting =.= Hahahs:D baaka!!!

I finishedd watching my Zombie-Loan tdy andd watchedd Katekyo Hitman Reborn andd Reborn is so kawaii!!! He is so cute till th extent tht i wnna go into th comp screen t kiss him luhh =x bt i oni managedd t watch 1 ep , cos i needa go ballet le . I bathedd thn went off t ballet at 8pm . I dance dance dance thn kanna scoldedd by my teacher cos im nt trying whn she is teaching new step =.=

Pissedd . Dnt wnna bother lohh . I just jump jump let her c thn she ohk liao xDD i tink i did ohk tdy fr th secondd lesson . Bt i learn ballet frm 3 yrs oldd . I still top th class . Bt i stoppedd fr a few minths so my leg th muscles lyk nt rly working liao , so must train mor xP went hm aft tht use th comp tok on th fone wit th same oldd peopo again , thn went bath andd eat chicken wings . Very yummy leys~ my mummie made it , so very delicious .

Ohk luhh xDD i gonna slp le . Sayonaraaa! x.x

2008-11-04T23:23:00.000+08:00

Yoyo xDD posting again~ gonna post a long 1 , cos peopo love t readd my post . Hahahs:D tdy needa go bck t sch fr maths remedial dnt wnna go leys bt JingWen wnna me go , so go lohh xP i woke up at 7.33am , its damn late luhh , cos needa reach sch at 8am leys . Thn JingWen still allow me slowly go andd meet her thn go sch xDD Ruwaidah actualy wnna meet us thn at last she went herself x( dnt friendd her le . Hahahs:D jkjk oni .

Thn i still slowly slowly bath thn slowly slowly go out bus-edd t JingWen hse thr lohh . Whn reach she alrdy going t becm 木头人 le . Hahahs:D she waitedd fr me damn long luhh . Gomeii~ nxt tyme will me puntual . Hahahs:D bt maybe still will late , cos cant wake up at all . My alarm tdy ring le thn i go off it thn i tell myself tht im going t slp fr 10 mor mins . Bt...hahahs:D i slp till 1 hr ltr . Wht a jk . Lools =.=

Thn aft meet her at th shelter thr , we walk t th mrt thn mrt-edd t punggol interchange bus-edd t sch . Before we even boardd th bus , we ate a packet of idk wht ring dehh luhh . Hahahs:D ps i gt tnm ( totally no memory ) . I went t sch thn obviously we was late fr th fcuking aths remedial . Whn go in , everybody look at us , thn i gif th wth look t thm . Pissedd . Take chair thn sit down . Listen t teacher tok thn at th endd i understandd leys . So miracles~

Aft lesson , whn t SPC eat instant noodle , cos still gt choir ltr . Actualy wantedd t eat th Nissin brandd dehh cos cann gt pesticide inside thn cann die faster . Hahahs:D thts JingWen favourite brandd of instant noodle cos she sae " instant noodle = instant death " hahahs:D so joker lohh , bt tht is her . We whn choir at 12pm . Was late again . Seems lyk we r alwaes late fr lessons . Hahahs:D thn instructor sae he dnt wnna us t be late anymor or he will fine us $1 per 1min . Wtf . He love t scuk student money xDD

Sing sing sing thn tio Ms Cheng lecture she tok total crap bt somehw meaningful luhh , so i still listen t her . We went off at 3pm . Bus-edd t Cp bought a file t file in my choir scores thn go buy sm balls t eat =x mummie ask me go take medicine fr her again so i needa go lohh thn JingWen go wit me too xP whn we reach thr th clinic close le . OMFG!!! i went all th wae thr thn close le , wtf . Thn nvrmindd lohh . Chiao Boon calledd ask me go meet him at Tm , since im near thr thn i go meet him lohh , anw i oso needa wait fr my mummie . So me andd JingWen went meet him at Tm .

We meet him thn tok tok thn he sae he needa go collect his fone le thn we follow him lohh . Aft a while i dnt wnna wait anymor , so i just walk andd sae bb t him andd went t th library . Me andd JingWen choose book damn long lohh . Thn at last we borrowedd 2 books each using her cardd . Aft tht met my mummie , went t eat Teppanyaki . Yum yum~ delicious . Bought a stitch hp pouch . Its so cute luhh . Totally my type .

Andd whnn i go toilet , sth big happen . My purse drop into th toilet bowl . Bt lucky is before i urine or nt i wnt dare t pick it up . If nt fr th money andd my ez-link cardd i wnt even bother t pick it up . Hahahs:D i scream lyk hell whn it drop inside sia . Damn er xin =x went bought a new purse thn using it nw xDD aft tht JingWen went hm andd i went hm wit my mummie too xP thts all fr tdy . Sayonaraaa~